I’m trying to walk away,
Trying to forget the pain.
Losing all the thoughts I had
I’m missing you tonight…

Wondering where you’re going
Wondering where you’ve been
Looking out the window at night,
You’ll never look back in…

Losing all this was not as hard
As I’d once picture it to be
Lost between your love and lies
Finding it hard still to see.

I’m looking through old pictures
Wondering what should be thrown out;
I swear never again
Will I let someone treat me the way you do.

All the smiles you brought to my face,
Could never be worth all the pain.
All the tears I cried that night…
I’ll never be the same.

You are not the boy you once had claimed to be…
And I am not the girl for whom you traveled here to see.

Something has changed in us both,
Something deep and down and dark..
Never in my life have I felt
So simple and so stark…

I will never make that mistake again
You never deserved the pain.
I will never try so hard for you
Just to be left alone and unchanged.

Never will I let you back in,
Never will I let you cause me pain
I will never let my self
Feel anything for you again.